Let me breathe to this women view
step it strong since you been trying to tolerate the stars
its only truth
plus these words I speak
are the only words I hold to seek
to let you know its reality
the constant battles on the street ,the hatred and the
violence crimes are like a disease im loosing sleep,
and while your looking through scopes are passing by me
in a car from folks sporting your brand new clothes,
Understand its not the planet,
Coz my dreams are my possessions
and so many of us die and we are not promised heaven
I don’t hustle for fun slant
I hustle for life
and I never seen a day without the negative strike
If the fridge no lights and my phones getting cut
the streets keep it real whilst the rich got a front
your fucking wardrobe don’t make you a thug
fast money with no future ,the crimes that we engage
Start out on the block, I hope on stage
but anyways that a little ways from here,
Oak tree I try to nock, but you still don’t hear
Broke dreams of the poor
a pain you will never know,
[[Girl singing]]
You will never know the pain that I feel
You will never know the pain that I feel
Its About every time that I need you, the struggle
that seems to never end.
You will never know the pain that I feel
You will never know the pain that I feel
Its About every time that I need you, the struggle that seems to never end.
You will never know about my hurt inside
my eyes are dead and dried from all the nights I cried
along with the dark poor walls closing in,
pressure from my primes has got me thinking my life a sin
Correct ways in our days
never page right
searching better days as once I try make it through the lonely nights
I know there’s a god
can you hear in my cries
I make it out in the lonely nights
But there’s nothing but lies
Now I dispise how young inside
The pain has gone but im trying
to cope the dope
it got me high now
im loosing my hope
only the love of my folks
was the faith they chose
Hate they posed
They never broked me dow
That bitch has got me chocked up in my self
But I cant stop now
i took a bow
Must became my help
They sed they had me figured me out darks and all
But you turned out physco
when you heard thoughts the ball
And your label ass is a Serpent
I cant comprehend
you let me down in the end
Once again a fake friend
Leaving me with broken memories
I remember how you like to be
What?
i cant surrender
To form nature
from only seconds when you changing Characters
Understand my dealt hand
But the love never shows coz the Feelings there
im dealing with you will never know
You will never know the pain that I feel
You will never know the pain that I feel
Its About every time that I need you,
the struggle that seems to never end.
You will never know the pain that I feel
You will never know the pain that I feel
Its About every time that I need you,
the struggle that seems to never end.
Visualise the crazy times
I hate to see you in handcuffs
And times i seen so many bus
Seen cops at the door
Living life on the run
No questions from my mouth
Like you packed your gun
Hope its safe to come back
Everyday My stomaches twisting
I hope its safe to come back
Age 10 im trippin coz im stressing like that
watching other kids eat
And im Feeling stupid coz I just want peace
Dressed in rags
Could I not feel bad
Mother fuckers bad
But I never got the chance
When the crime stop paying
I went out for work
Coz pops you getting old for this Hustle and the dirt
Putting time on the clock after work
I hit the block
getting what I could before cold locks
This moneys for you
Not a lot but
Now we can buy some food
Now im 22 and your questioning about my attitude
Im sorry for these words but im think this life fate is to loose
I don’t wanna be a mother but my hearts speaking true
Conflicts overide and my anger wont hide
I know your not proud but I gotta survive
Now This is how I cope when I lost my hope
Standing so close but my scars,
you will never know
You will never know the pain that I feel
You will never know the pain that I feel
Its About every time that I need you, the struggle that seems to never end.
You will never know the pain that I feel
You will never know the pain that I feel
Its About every time that I need you, You will never know the pain that I feel
You can never know whats keeping me real
I prey to god every time that I need you
But the struggle that seems to never end.
Lyrics written down by Melissa West
